It was a tumultuous weekend for me both physically and emotionally. Had to work although suffering from a bad sinus attack. The rapid fluctuation of temperature from warm and hot to cool and damp triggers a nasty respond...sneezing and non-stop running nose.
This was coupled by the fact of me and Karen having a 'talk' of having another child. The topic came about as I had been seething over the past two months with the thought of f time passing us by yet we are still not attempting to have another kid. I do want to have more children...to love and share. We touch 42 next year and the 'clock' is no more merely biological but also one affecting 'age'...old fart in short.
Well, things seemed to be going downhill until about Saturday when a night out with my cuz..helped put things back to perspective. Like love...I shall leave it to nature to take its course (we tried IVF last year but no success). I shall have faith that all will be well. I shall strive to have Abraham's faith and hope to be rewarded as he.
To None I Wish Ill But To All I Wish Peace And Love
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It takes time to get the whole engine started. Try begin with intimacy. It sows confidence, trust, and passion.
Real closeness, touches, embrace, cuddle... get used to get close again... Amen!
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